Lost Thoughts

Lyrically versatile liable to get better as I progress diving deeper an deeper in the mess, pen and paper by my side to relive the stress

Undressing life removing her dress full of fallacies and deceit each time we meet she shows me a little more still has me wondering whats in store I need much more now that I got a taste I'm addicted even with all the pain that she has inflicted, I've learned to cope with the pain no longer bound by the chains yet I still feel like I'm walking around in a full body restraint but even that wont keep me detained

Don't try to compare me to anyone else because we ain't the same an individual not made up from any residuals one of a kind with an intricate design of the mind I got the weirdest outlooks kicking more knowledge than books doubt me an ur bound to get caught by one of my hooks

Say what u will good or bad as long as ur being real, glad if it makes u happy listening to me spill on the flip side i couldnt care less if u think ima joke stop it right there u shouldnt have spoke now that I know Ima keep at it never putting the pen down just to let u keep that frown let me give u a piece of advice look for somethin better than looking foward to my demise

On the rise like a balloon till that one day soon when I get found out an pulled backed down Fuck it I won't think twice always goin all in won't matter if it doesnt work out I might have lost the round but not the bout always room in my ticker for love something to keep me from getting sicker from the hate that's out an about

Polluting an saluting everyday diluting happiness an optimism,im replenishing it with realism no false illusions because love isn't the solution a pretty thought to keep in mind but thinking like that will always keep u behind then again thats just me an maybe I'm still to young to see I might be missing some pieces from the puzzle too early to put it all together with time the picture will get better