Sadness

I take a breath in, razor blade against my skin. I breath out deeply while I push down softly. My thoughts scattered all around, I can't feel my feet on the ground.

My eyes bloodshot red, tears fall while I sit on the edge. Voices screaming in my head. The weight of my feelings constantly changing, my mind constantly racing. Focus I scream deep inside my words falling out of my mind.

I can't gather my thoughts they are all over the place, missing pieces, broken pieces shattered I try to clean it up. The pills are just not enough. They are no use, they dont help at all, the doctors think they know it all. Alone, empty, broken is what I am.

Darkness surrounding me, I try to steady my hand. I take a deep breath razor against my skin, help me I scream deep within. I breathe out a heavy breath hits the cold air. I can't feel, I'm completely unaware.

My thoughts don't feel like mine alone, my thoughts racing all around. The room is spinning, I'm dipping into darkness further down I go. It seems sadness is all I seem to know.