You should be here

the weather is perfect here just for today
No rain a little wind but not to windy
The sun is shining so brightly
You should be here to see it

They say  time heals but
i don't see how
I see you in a lot of things  
Smiling like you always did
Showing the world kindness and generosity
Where ever you went

We were the greatest of friends but
We were more like family, you and I
Talking about about different things
Sharing ideas about thing we enjoyed

Just a smile or a hug from you would
Brighten up my day
I'm sorry i text you that much
i just knew you were busy

Our world will never be the same without you
You we a walking inspiration of how we need to be
You were a fighter in the national guard
Not like killing people but like helping with disasters
And you were always willing to help out other people

My heart breaks everytime i think about texting you
Because your not here anymore to text me back or
To give me hugs
You should be here *crys* but your not
You were gone before your life could really start
I tell myself that this is just a dream
i'll wake up soon And you'll be here
But it would be a lie because your not here  

The world that we live in is not really the same without you
It just goes on but i feel like something missing all the time
And that is you  i miss you and love you