failing yet again!

Where have I gone
Have I slipped through your mind
Like the days slip
Through the cracks of time
Am I a memory
A prize to have
Or an annoyance?
Was there ever a thought of me
Unless I was throwing myself at you?
This is where reality sets in
You are to far gone.
I'm not part of your world
I know its not a mutual feeling
I keep saying to myself
Maybe Im due time...
This is my one life
I can't make you love me
But days I wish I could.
You know there is not one thing
I would not do for you
Submissive to your command
I am not good enough for you,
This is me giving up
I've quit everything I've started
Add this to my list.
Live happy
Love hard, I know "she's" not me....