Hate takes alot of LOVE

I kneel on the floor,
Tears falling from my eye.
I have learnt to hate you,
Along with all your lies.

Why do I still love you?
Why do I still care?
When you have broken my heart,
And not shed a tear.

It was always so plain to me,
It was always so clear.
That if I’d just run away,
You would’ve just disappeared.

But it was never so simple,
And you wouldn’t have cared.
So I should have just ran away,
From the one that was once so dear.

I love you but I hate you
Without you I’d be dead.
You’ll be the death of me
With all the things you said

I know this won’t make any sense
I know you won’t understand
But please just leave me
So I could love another man.