Once more

Once more, I've dropped my all sober senses
into perplexity to cognize your masterly tangled
mind.

Once more, I've carpeted my sinful heart
with some sonorous flowers to enchant your
perfect sight.

Once more, I've concealed my hatred into the
sweetest part of mine to offer you not my
darkness but delight.

Once more I've grinded my evils and wickedness
within a tiny nerve to die and turn you to see my
only genial side.

Once more, I've rubbed my sloppy surface and
brighten enough to reflect my love even at the
night.

Once more, I've rised the stir
inside me outright to quest out the solace
within you and tranquilize.

once more, I've bleed my cuts, beloved!
to ink this love on pages and dreamt my hopes
to be succeed.

once more, I've polluted my poems with
smashed petals of grieves to cripple myself
from head to knees.

no!!
look not at these grudge stanzas.
It shall be revealed my damp eyes and distorted
your heart once more,
once more, it shall be brought some nuisance,
once more it shall be a pest to me.