Dirt

I got no one to turn to
No where to run to
Except anywhere but here
But no where has welcoming arms
No where has a welcoming smile
No wheres waiting for me
Maybe thats a good thing...
...But it still hurts
The constant pain and agony
This...right here is true irony
Leave me now, while Im down
Break me down, Im biodegradable
Ill wash away into the earth
And then.. Maybe then
Ill be welcome in the dirt
Become the dirt...
But im useless and evil
Ill kill the plants
Ill kill the animals
Ill kill the beauty of nature
And... where I ly
There will be only nothing
No sunlight
No grass
Nothing
Nothing but me...
Cold and damp-
Dirt