Happiness

Why is it that you always kick it near the darkest of places as I have gotten older I have realized you are hidden from a lot of faces you leave without a trace,ditched me in the maze to walk alone searching for a place that I can call home with its constant turns an everlasting burns leaving their mark I have walked through the dark just to realize drugs are just a well painted illusion it filled the hole pretty good thats something that has to be understood, but to soon did it diminish an I had to go out an replenish that timed smile it lost its glimmer pretty fast just another memory that lives in the past I have realized you arent the one to be confined in a cage a big reason I seek the blank page to find some content in the verses that sprout out of the doubt I have gotten quick glimpses of you every now and then thinking your here to stay, but then I wake up an realize you left again just another reason to seek the pen true happiness is hard to come by I hope one day with time it will be truly mine