Dear Old Tricey

Maybe you died 'cause everybody ask me where the old you at
I try to call for you in hopes that I could bring you back
But its like every time we just missed each otha'
You got your family n friends waitin' tell me you ain't six feet unda'
And tell me that you coming back that you just took a break
Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake
 I loved your reckleessness and savageness
'Cause it was you who talked me down from jumpin' off the ledge
Your earrings big , your hair long too
Your sense of humor every time you came through
You was the braveheart
You stole hearts
You never switched it up
You played the same part
But I needed to grow
And I needed to know
That there were some things inside of me that I needed to show
So I just lost you
Left you in all black
But dear old Tricey
Please call back

You told me you'd come when I needed you
And you said it so I believed you
But I'm standing here calling I cant see you
But I am holding you to that

Did I chase after the love I thought I had if I did
I shoulda kept you with me
There was no match for you, couldn't defeat your confident
I had to make them changes, I hope you understood
You see for every bad, I did some good
I live the life i thought i wanted now, that we would daydream of
My only wish is you come n live it with me
But I still miss us when we was on some stupid shit
But its still fuck the the non relevant
They  never believed in ya
They just deaded you
Left you in all black
But dear old Tricey
Please call back

You told me you come when I called for  you
And you said it so I believe you
But I'm standing here calling I cant see you
But I am holding you to that