Emotional Suicide

A chilly sort of night she was crying due to her being broken
hearted by her love, wondering if there's a light or god above.

Seriously she thinks, where is this supposed god and healing light?, as she is feeling inadequate and just not right.

Shes so scared for in the world she feels so alone, her family likes everyone except her they disown.

Shes in extreme agony yes suffering slowly,She screams "help me",
yet her parents pretend not to hear nor see.

shes not a bad person this is true, she'll always be right there for you

Shes there to help when you're in need, by looking in your eyes she can tell if eternally you bleed

So for her family and friends she fakes happiness because she cares about them,she helps them when they're sad or crying because she didnt care that inside she was dying

Sad thing is even though to them she was a nice,kind, and very loving girl..many hateful things by them would soon unfurl.

they mocked her,tore her down and it was just what they would do, but she kept on faking happiness even though she was blue.

She tried to overcome the pain,mocking,and obstacles they put in her way, though it hurt she still faked happiness every day.

Tortured for having a good heart, she was broken and finally fell apart.

Though the pain eventually killed her within and with great care she did hide, the fact that she had committed emotional suicide.