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self administered surgery
I recently went through surgery
no anesthesia
i need to feel the pain
so i could never forget
i took a scalpel to the part of me that houses my heart
blood running down my chest
my hand searching for my heart
only to find a black hole
an empty void
deep enough to swallow the whole world
I decided that instead of living life trying to fill that void,
I'd live life cold
so I took a rock and put it where my missing heart once was
no anesthesia
i need to feel the pain
so i could never forget
i took a scalpel to the part of me that houses my heart
blood running down my chest
my hand searching for my heart
only to find a black hole
an empty void
deep enough to swallow the whole world
I decided that instead of living life trying to fill that void,
I'd live life cold
so I took a rock and put it where my missing heart once was
Published 20th Feb 2020
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24th Feb 2020 00:16am
You convey the pain well...
I have read a number of your works now...
I am truly sorry you have been hurt and feel such emotional pain...
Yet I shall speak of an ancient code I teach...
There are eight ancient symbols that fit together , make the skeletal ,
or muscular system of the body...two of those , in the middle look like
an M and W , and deal with the upper and lower diaphragm , yet as well
the heart and solar plexus...
Fit together , they make a shape known as "Stan / Stone"...
As you may hear , it is the stone in the heart...
The whole column , however , also has a number value of 603...
And the word "Awareness" equals 602 , yet the symbol for
"Regeneration" has a value of one...thus 603...
So , we go through the processes and by the gods , they hurt...
Yet you shall renew , and find the joy of the heart , once again...
I believe this...and wish it for you , and your emotional resurgence...
Best in your process
I have read a number of your works now...
I am truly sorry you have been hurt and feel such emotional pain...
Yet I shall speak of an ancient code I teach...
There are eight ancient symbols that fit together , make the skeletal ,
or muscular system of the body...two of those , in the middle look like
an M and W , and deal with the upper and lower diaphragm , yet as well
the heart and solar plexus...
Fit together , they make a shape known as "Stan / Stone"...
As you may hear , it is the stone in the heart...
The whole column , however , also has a number value of 603...
And the word "Awareness" equals 602 , yet the symbol for
"Regeneration" has a value of one...thus 603...
So , we go through the processes and by the gods , they hurt...
Yet you shall renew , and find the joy of the heart , once again...
I believe this...and wish it for you , and your emotional resurgence...
Best in your process
