Nothing is ever easy

What do I need to do?
I got no hope no dreams
No path or door to go through
Nothing is ever as it seems

I have no idea where to go
I have so much vision but can't see
I got ambition but no way to show
I got heart but no idea on who to be

Words flow from my mind
They keep me from going insane
My purpose is hard to find
My will is hard to sustain

I keep thinking about the past
Every day I'm fearing the unknown
I am left behind in last
I am forgotten and completely alone

The world won't remember me
Time will keep going on
People will continue to be free
They will forget I am even gone

There is no changing reality
I can't fight against the inevitable
Against truth I can't disagree
I am just simply negligible

There is no answer that I can see
I can't find the simple truth
Even when I'm alive I don't breathe
I never had the chance to have the feeling of youth

I wish I could just sit and watch the sun set
I wish time would stand still
I wish I didn't remember all my regret
I wish I hadn't lost my will

You see colors between the lines
All I see is darkness within
I never find the guidelines
So in life I can't seem to win

I'm not someone whose name you remember
I'm not a face you think of
I am the unwanted winter in December
I am not someone people normally love

I see myself as a statue
I am seen but never truly ever known
I am not a dream you pursue
I am not someone's ultimate milestone

I wish I had hopes that that I believe I could achieve
I don't see any way to unlock the door to success
I feel happy but I'm actually naive
My ambitions seem foolish I must confess

The sky will always be there
The stars will always shine
I am in the middle of nowhere
I never see my path ever truly align

We all want peace and silence
It always seems out of reach
It is far out on the horizon
We can't get our feet off the beach

You might think I'm a stranger
You might think I'm simply crazy
You might think I'm a potent danger
But reality is pretty hazy

Night will fall and we will sleep
The sun will rise and the sky will shine
Secrets are inside that we will always keep
We judge ourselves on our performance by our own deadline

I'm here to just say a few things
I'm not here to change thoughts
I'm not the wanted happiness you thought life brings
I'm just one of the many spots