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Be Still Little One (While I Cut Off Your Pecker)

will he feel angry
that this was done to him
against his will
and without his consent

how would you feel
if someone you love
allowed you to be tied down against your will
and paid someone to cut off a part of your body?

his parents
his protectors
allow it
some insist upon it

because a medical authority
has convinced them with flimsy evidence
that it is
for his own good

because a clergyman
has suggested
that it is necessary for him
to be received into heaven

or

because everyone else
does it and
they don’t want
him to be different

there are
organizations
to protest
female genital mutilation

yet male genital mutilation
is routine
in many countries
and no one protests

it is traumatizing
it is barbaric
it is unnecessary
it is done without explanation
(he's barely a few days old not capable of understanding)

they tie his arms and legs
to the bed
so he won’t move
(or try to escape)

doctor assures parents
that its not really painful
because his neurons
are not fully developed
so he can not perceive pain

bullshit

if you’ve ever
been in the room
when a circumcision
is being performed

you know it is painful

he will scream
he will struggle
he will cry
he will hold his breath
’til he starts to turn blue

he is not screaming
because he’s hungry
he is not crying
because his diaper is soiled

he is screaming because
he is in excruciating pain

he is crying because they
used a sharp implement
to cut off part of his penis

he will settle down
his wound will heal
probably without complication

but does the emotional wound heal

or does it fester

in the depths of his unconscious

to emerge
later as some form of
aggression
anger
fear
mistrust

will he feel inadequate
when he sees other boys
whose genitalia look different

will he feel angry
that this was done to him
against his will
and without his consent

(C)2020 Raibeart Bruis
Written by Kinkpoet
Published
Author's Note
An idea I had to purge.
As an adult I wonder what it would be like to be fully intact. I will never know. I was not given a choice.
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