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WDD

How can anyone live after they�ve died inside
Forced to suffer in silence because there�s nowhere to hide
There�s no absence of days that I�m not reminded
Of what you took from me, laughing that I couldn�t find it
You watched me struggle the days I could find no meaning
Rarely allowing me to see, only while I was dreaming
It hurts with every meaningless breath I take � � � � � � �The pain just hides behind every smile that I fake
And you just leave me out here lost and on my own
Because you�ve taken the only thing that�s ever felt like home
So why don�t you just tell me which way I should go
Because nothing is familiar and I don�t fucking know
I can�t follow your footsteps, there�s none to lead the way
And there�s nothing left to tell me that everything will be okay
Only the things haunting me that I wish I could forget
But I won�t until I bury those secrets that I�ve kept
There�s nothing left beyond this point that I care to fucking see
And I know that when I turn around, you�ll be right behind me
I should just die right here and finally destroy you
Along with every thought of this that you�ve made me hold onto
Unfortunately you are the only thing nobody can avoid
The proof of that is in every life you have destroyed
I could wait for you but I rather take my own instead �
�I�d finally be free of you because not even you can raise the dead