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Your Fallback Dummy
Its funny how
Every time you get mad
I feel the need to apologize
Although I know I've done
Nothing wrong.
Aggressively you turn your problems around on me
Mad at yourself but scolding me,
Might I carry this load for you,
Unworthy majesty?
I've plastered your wounds,
Kissed your bruises,
Fed your ego,
Rode your storm
I stood by you through it all
Yet you still cant see what you've done wrong.
You've ripped me from the woman I was,
A pillar of strength and courage
You've blight my progress with all that
Mental storage BS
You've reeled my mind around your fingers,
Drag me on that emotional roller-coaster.
You did that remember.
You're the one who said this, or did you forget,
what does it matter,
I'll probably still be here
Taking the fall anyway.
Every time you get mad
I feel the need to apologize
Although I know I've done
Nothing wrong.
Aggressively you turn your problems around on me
Mad at yourself but scolding me,
Might I carry this load for you,
Unworthy majesty?
I've plastered your wounds,
Kissed your bruises,
Fed your ego,
Rode your storm
I stood by you through it all
Yet you still cant see what you've done wrong.
You've ripped me from the woman I was,
A pillar of strength and courage
You've blight my progress with all that
Mental storage BS
You've reeled my mind around your fingers,
Drag me on that emotional roller-coaster.
You did that remember.
You're the one who said this, or did you forget,
what does it matter,
I'll probably still be here
Taking the fall anyway.
Published 30th Jan 2020
| Edited 22nd Feb 2020
Author's Note
We women sometimes do the most for these men. lose our balance and ourselves. It's never to late to grab our lives back.
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30th Jan 2020 4:14am
30th Jan 2020 8:45am
This is very enlightening and truth at it's finest sometimes you have to decide what is best for you for one should ask thyself am I worthy of a true love rather than settling for less than realness...respect
30th Jan 2020 10:58am
Dear CB,
This piece rings true on many levels. And, your closing two lines are exceptionally relatable. Your authors note is a poem in itself. This is an extremely insightful work. Well penned. H🌷
This piece rings true on many levels. And, your closing two lines are exceptionally relatable. Your authors note is a poem in itself. This is an extremely insightful work. Well penned. H🌷
30th Jan 2020 1:25pm
This resonated in my deepest spirit for me and for those that I know who has experienced this in their past, present and future . I love this in all it's honesty.
