The Past

The past has taught me to love someone you can’t pick and choose when you love them. No hidden secrets no prejudging, switching up, expecting things done that you don’t want to do. A secretive person a person who lies and blames you for everything. Never giving you love & understanding but pretending to the world. Looking in the mirror wondering why am I here how did I get myself into this it’s me that’s messing up or is it you. The past will do anything to hurt you but don’t have the same energy to help you. I can’t endure this love that’s lost thats admits no wrong. Every action has a reaction fixes nothing. I can tell you a few stories good and bad....The past has broken me in some many ways and taught me enough is enough. People grow people change sometimes for good sometimes for the bad.How long will it take before you break. Sitting back watching you struggling.The past taught me love is a job no days off. Love me with all you got show me you love me decide if I’m the future or not. Play no games tell no lies give or lose. The past taught me it’s not always about you... The Past is The past no more chances... no more hope... fading away.. time was wasted. My past is not the future...