METHod of madness

I'd float a boat
and clean my house
never wanting to settle down

I'd be up for days
losing my mind
never knowing when it was time
to stop this madness i was in
not even knowing that it began

my days were running together
each minute lasting forever
the paranoia creeping in

i would lock all my doors
peeking through the window
while sitting on the floor

when would this end
this drug is not my friend