insanity

mind filled with a spectrum of colours
ideas and faces run rampant within
emotions that bind and tear into the soul
bottomless pit so dark and silent

closed eyes still see many faces
and places that have been            could have been
people shouting into deaf ears       never listened
couldn't listen                      never wanted to listen

sweaty hands gripping at air
cannot breathe                       don't want to breathe anymore
im a mixed bag of emmotional vomit
filled to the point of bursting
                                    alone
                                    so alone
             but                    never alone
too many voices shouthing
and cursing at me
asking                               why
                                    why not
                 
                     pathetic little insane man