Book of Shadows 2

Today I felt the aura of a close friend. I haven't been able to feel an aura in a long time, I missed the feeling but I wonder if it will get overwhelming if I can feel more of them. I have started to give the goddess my thanks while I do my morning workout. It makes me feel better and I also feel like she smiles upon my day when I do. I want to start searching for my specific facet of the god/goddess that I will devote to. I respect all of them, but I want to know the one that I truly connect with. I really want to start learning tarot as well. I think that will be my first step so that I can use tarot to help me find my facet.