Social Stigmas

All these random thoughts fighting for a space in my head~
Trying to assimilate and decipher what the voices have said.
Seems like these scattered illusions are planted by demons~
Determined to remain positive and sweeten life's tart lemons.
Expensive medications prescribed by unreliable physicians~
Never able to afford and obtain them to end up in precarious positions.
Manic delusions are the makings of unknown fantasy~
Keeping grasp of fate to build my eternal destiny.
Not going to allow my bipolar schizophrenia to define me~
Wanting and praying for nothing more than to become spiritually free.
Mental health given over to the details in destruction of drug addiction~
Embracing reality is not trying to achieve perfection.
Seeking to succeed in sobriety and maintain my sanity~
Clarity in my visions of a future rather than untold calamity.