"Absconding intellect"

    When I think I'm alone, I'm not
     I walk along side the wildest thing known, my thoughts
     They keep me in line sometime intact, whole, under control
     Until I start losing custody of the object that I consider, and it begins taking a stroll
     Next thing I am doing is pondering over the present
     Stressing over the past
     Dragging back, watching my disposition hauling some ass
     Wondering what my future might hold, now it's moving to fast
     Can't reflect where it's going, flowing to quick for me to wrap my head around it and grasp
     Getting to late to contemplate, it's running away
     Becoming insane
     Falling to far behind
     By that time I'm unable to find it anymore
     I have done lost my mind!!