consequences

i have seen so much
and done about it all
i have told so many lies
and seen so many fall

into a place you never want to go
doing things no one knows
feeling so much shame
but doing the same thing
now i can see
i am my own worst enemy

i cannot control myself
from living in this hell
locked in a cage
filled with so much rage
these are the consequences
that i must pay

for the people i have hurt
and the lies i have told
in hell i will be burnt
payback - punishment
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