Tidal Waves

Passively suicidal after riding on several tidal waves
His saving grace has resided six years in her grave
She gave him strength and helped him stay & cope
Nowadays, he's lost his ways, faith and all his hope

He writes dope poetry to successfully maintain
One of few things he utilizes in order to remain
No one knows the depth of pain that he's still feeling
Does his best, wearing a S on his chest, for its concealing

Psychologically & emotionally still dealing with her loss
No longer finding healing by kneeling in front of a cross
He's tossed most of those beliefs beneath his feet
Because turning the other cheek leads to certain defeat