i have to let you go

we’ve had our time together    
i have to let you go  
no more kisses    
no more shows
breakfast for dinner
a thing of the past    
converted me to coffee  
let’s see how long that last    
i can’t even eat my emotions    
food taste so bland    
music makes me sad    
deleting so many songs    
they trigger memories    
that replay in my mind on a loop  
moments with you    
we danced like no one else was in the room    
loving someone    
you jump through so many hoops    
distracted by his facade    
oblivious to my agony    
he carries on with dignity  
what hurts now  
will heal in time    
i will take with me  
the lessons you taught me    
i wish we had more time together    
i have to let you go