Sufferatiing Dreary Hollow Christ'mas Joke

 
 
 
Bless'ed be the white bright snowflakes
                  of florida usa.
Xmaz time, Xmass day a-comin'  
Baby Jesus shop'shop, shopping
    at 1000s identical Walmart dumps.
 
and now my little girl ain't be comin'home.
Little Girl never comin home for Xmaz
                     (or anything) ever.
 
I cannot nostalgize your kiddie Xmasses.  
I was never "into" the Xmaz thing.
It was all the "ordinary" days that mattered
. Feeding the geese at the graveyard pond.
Having health'less breakfasts at Hardee's.
100s days takin'you to school
                                    & picking you up after.
 
& then, you being such a friend and travel
 companion when you grew up.  
I can't take this any more. I can't stand your
absence. I'm so sorry (sorrowful) that your
not somewhere in this world. The tears won't
stop worth a shit "My worjd" is forever broken,
knowing you'll never be here again. I love you.
 
The world may as well be Dead. Maybe it is.
 
Leah Marie Kozak 1987-2018)
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