A Theory on Darkness

I have a theory about darkness
I have a theory about things that move in the dark like shadows
and swallow love and light like a black hole abyss
I have a theory about ordinary madness
Because it's the thing that makes me bounce back up to you when you throw me to the ground
Because I breathe it in like thc fumes because I breathe it in like the choking gasps you give before I make you scream
Because I breathe it in with every rapid haerbeat each time your heart sinks in
 I have a theory about kisses and caresses
needles pins and love made with broken bottles
And teeth biting skin underneath reddening sheets..
I have a theory about heaven and bliss
Because you showed me how ittastes like withy hands tied behind my back, my back on the wall and my mind in the sky, and you on your knees.
I have a theory about darkness, because it's what I'll be after you leave and am forced to wonder how broken glass tastes like I have a theory about you,
They say it's just  ordinary madness
But I call it addiction