Looking from the outside in..

When you look at me,,
what do you see?
A dazzling beauty standing at 5ft 7.5in, nice curves, long flowing hair, a beauty huh?

when i look in the mirror,
what do i see?
A untruthful girl, feeling like i'm 5ft 3in, skinny and fake hair.

When you look at me,
what do you think?
She's beautiful, she has it made, any guy would be lucky to have her.

When i look in the mirror,
what do i think?
I'm not as cute as other girls, i'm tired of struggling and all the guys that i have dated just use me.

Tell me how can i be told how beautiful i am daily and still feel so ugly on the inside.

How can I swear that i live by " beauty is only skin deep" when I allow myself to put myself through so much stress.

Ive convinced myself its not low self-esteem, its just me beating myself up..

Because when you look at me you see
A lovely individual standing at 5ft 7.5in, who needs to stop being so hard on her self.