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PTSD
My world is getting dark
All is fading to black.
My mind is racing
My vision is pulsating.
These memories are intrusive
They know no boundaries.
I know what has triggered me
My coping techniques aren’t working.
It is in full motion
For this has no breaks.
I must ride it out
It’s terrifying.
I want to run
I want to fight.
I’m paralyzed by fear
I can’t move.
I can’t breathe
I can’t speak.
I’m screaming inside
“Help me!”
I’m a prisoner in my own head.
Fear is my warden
My memories, my life sentence.
Published 19th Nov 2019
Author's Note
This is just a little tid bit about my struggles with PTSD.
All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
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19th Nov 2019 6:17pm
i know the feeling all to well PTSD from the military i can totally relate to your words spoken...respect
20th Nov 2019 1:37am
Thank you for your service. I have a lot of military family and friends. Mine stems from being a victim of human trafficking as a child.
14th Feb 2020 6:39am
Human trafficking aww so tragic and saddening. My son suffered from PTSD so I could relate to this great strong poem where you describe the condition eloquently and aptly. Kudos and it helps me understand what he went through. Kudos and be well soon and write it out it helps. And pray as prayer what's cured my son .
Pls Pleez do comment my newest poem too, as interaction via comments is cool I feel and thoughts are best written.
Pls Pleez do comment my newest poem too, as interaction via comments is cool I feel and thoughts are best written.
13th Apr 2020 1:43am
Holy crap... you described that perfectly. Gave me chills. NOT a good feeling. That sounds terrifying... and I hate that you had to experience that. Very brave of you to share your struggle here with us. If you get a chance, perhaps you will explore mine as well... my latest poem is pretty personal.
Anyway, I really liked this, although it was a bit stressful to read, considering. You are a good writer capturing a feeling into words like that.
Anyway, I really liked this, although it was a bit stressful to read, considering. You are a good writer capturing a feeling into words like that.
25th Aug 2020 4:27pm
Thank you all for your comments. Sorry I havent been active lately. I will get around to reading your writings. I will be posing more as well.
26th Aug 2020 3:09pm
Wonderful emoting/evoking here dear poetess ... sending prayers and hugs your way ...
26th Aug 2020 3:11pm
Thank you dear. I'm working on a few pieces still. I've been through so much its been rough. Cyber hugs
