Xx you xX

I was young and didn't understand alot.  
 
You used to sing wake me up when it's all over , you used to point out the girls running away.  
 
You used to talk and paint images in my mind , telling me the world was blind.  
 
They was blind to the pain they caused you , someone who only wanted to be herself.  
 
You left the world by suicide , it's taken years to understand and not ask why.  
 
I hated the world and all the hate.  
 
I saw all the bad that crumbled all around me , it made me sick for days.  
 
I ran towards light and I spoke.  
 
I kept speaking as the world spoke , we decided not to choke.  
 
Now I see the world change before my eyes , the greatest battle inside.  
 
I wish you could see , how the world has wrapped this grief in a blanket.  
 
They're healing the wounded of loosing you , while making you come alive in more ways I can ever un see.  
 
You left a mark in me , I don't hate you .  
 
I will never be mad at you , I let you rest.  
 
Maybe I think it's time I do the same , love the world without this pain.  
 
I love you x