It's All Different

I'm fighting against my own self…
I'm breaking and dying at the changes I see…
Who am I?...
I'm tired of getting up after being knocked down…

Things don't work anymore…
Everything is turning off…
I thought I could control all this…
But I have control over nothing…

Everything is passing me by,
Not even stopping to stare…
I don't care about letting anyone down anymore…
I've lost myself in all this mess…

I thought I was at peace…
I thought I was done with all this…
But I'm slowly crawling away…
To a never ending black hole…

I'm fighting against my own self…
I'm breaking and dying at the changes I see…
Who am I?...
I'm tired of getting up after being knocked down…