The monster's inside

The monster's inside,
pulling at your weak spots where you can't hide
he'll take you on a ride,
but let me warn you when you make that choice,
he'll be that voice in your head leaving you with dread,
all the time,
you'll think that your fine even become his friend,
tending to his every need you start to depend,
you can't defend cause this demon inside will stay,
he'll have his way,
as you obey,
you'll decay into the lowest you could be,
he'll laugh and whisper aren't you glad you met me?
You'll cry and shake,
thinking of how to escape,
it was just a mistake,
i didn't realise,
i just wanted to feel nice,
he'll reveal sides of you from the darkest place,
you can't face yourself,
your health is declining,
but the monster's meal is so enticing, real inviting, even exciting.. meth his buying,
got to keep him fed even when you said you'd had enough,
he'll tell you at the right time that your doing fine,
you deserve a treat call that dealer down the street,
admitting defeat you decide to go and get some,
see you can try and run from this scum but the monster is what you've become.