DD Blessed or Cursed

I am torn
should I accept or not accept
Do I have choice,
your body is not who you are, people say
but it sure has a hell of a lot to do with how I am
you are beautiful,
the men say,
but of course I am.
Who wouldn't be with two double Ds and thick thighs.
I'm gorgeous yet you don't look into my eyes, do you?
It feels good to be appreciated but do they appreciate me,
do I tho?
damn you, two voluptuous boobs, what a task you lay before me.
when others just throw on and go, I have to think......
Will they show,
is this tight enough to hold them up,
will I be able to walk faster without them bouncing too much,
should I stick a napkin between them so to avoid the rubbing....
Phew, something that finally fits, comfortably.
as I stood in front the mirror, wtf is that, side boobs?
take it off, running late, still cant find something to wear.
only the blessed and well endowed knows the struggle of taking care of these precious jewels.
I cannot take a bow, you know what I mean.