INTOXICATION OF WHAT LOVE ISNT

Through this life love will come as love will go but yet its those situations that create us in ways we thought we could never be in heart and mind and soul, dulating our very thoughts and feelings till sometimes making us blind to the things that are in front of our eyes even ignoring that deep gut feeling that screams within the silents of our mind.                                                  
                                                                                                                               Leaving us with some much discontentment and misery along with the hurt and pain with tears getting more intense to bear, with each passing of day that turns into night making us scream from within making us fragile as glass, even to the point of disengaging us from thinking straight due to all the pain penetrating through the depth of our spiritual soul grabbing our mind destroying our heart in the process.                                                    
                                                                                                                          Turning our heart into broken pieces of rubble scattered across the ground like broken glass that can never be repaired even having us losing all concentration to see and think clear, cause we gave to much of ourselves to you not getting the same back in return thinking that was the way you learned to love, but you see you are delusional to think that is what love is from the heart and soul for its true love is suppose to hurt sometimes but not all the time causing one to lose confidence within thyself and afraid to love someone again.