Goodbye

Every night I call out your name,
I still cry to this day,
You just seemed to throw me away,
I loved you and I still do,
Did you ever truelly love me,
In my dreams your always there,
Holding me in your arms,
Yes I'm with some one else now,
Yes I do love him,
But yet you were still my first love,
Your first love you never truelly forget,
I still can't help but think,
What would it be like if you hadn't left,
You don't even call anymore,
I guess every one was right,
You only hurt me again,
I should have known,
I should have seen,
But no I was blind with my love for you,
I want to tell you goodbye,
To leave us behind,
But you never answer your phone,
I know it is probally because your with your new girl,
But still I want to tell you goodbye,
Just so I can move on,
You of all people knoe how I am,
I trusted you with my darkest secrets,
Do you even remember them,
Probally not,
Just keep hold of the silver and gold buttrfli necklace,
For it still holds part of my soul,
But don't you dare give it to your new girl,
For if you do I will kill you,
At this point I will have no remorse,
Only hatred for your soul in hell,
I'll make sure you suffer,
Maybe,
Just maybe,
That is how I must say.....
  Goodbye.