FROM THE OUTSIDE LOOKING IN

Its surprising to run into you for I know its been sometimes since we seen one another since we parted but I just wanna say this then I'm done, for what is it that you see when you look at me and stare deep within my eyes for do you see the suffering, I had to endure as I was neglected by you someone I thought loved me so much but it all turned out to be just a lie just a masquerade, hiding behind a mask and a mere illusion for my mind destroying me killing me deep down inside of my heart.                                  
                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                  But there are days that I found thyself reminiscenting about you and I for I thought that we were gonna be lovers till the end of time, for there were times as I stood there and look at the face in the mirror as the tears falls silently down my face with so much hurt and pain, I truly wonder as I ponder through the gatway of my memories did you ever truly loved me at all for was I only a mind game to you just to see that you can score.                                          
                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                  But did you ever think for one second by doing to me what you did to me I would lose my faith in loving someone ever again, for you seduce me with your words that held no strong actions only the reactions of you destroying and breaking my heart.                                                                                  
                                                                                                                             Which you turned into tiny little pieces of broken glass that got shattered upon the ground, but what you didnt know about me cause you refuse to see my true self value and true self worth, for I have a good heart with a deep inner kindred soul for I have so much love to give from within that is given from my heart and spiritual soul for I have a intellect mind to understand to think with a heart that feels.                                                                      
                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                  But you see where you messed up is that you thought I was gonna stay broken and alone but the surprise is on you, for you see I found somebody that was looking for what is rare and real someone who wants to truly love me, and treat me as a woman that they want and need, as my actions are my word as I CONQUERED MY FEARS coming from honesty truth and trust with communications with consistency with comittment in love honor and respect.