Cant help it

I can't help myself, cant help but let my mind wonder, wonder with questions that scurry through my head.

Does he miss me?
Does he think about me?
Do I wait or do I make a move instead?

I dont know what it is about you that causes me to come back again.
Cant be the dick, I've never had it.
You say you're an asshole and still I'm about it.

Am I crazy?
Am I infatuated?
Am I allowed to feel what I feel?

My mind gets confused
My body loses itself
My heart skips a beat
All because you make me feel like ice near heat.

Deep down I dont mind the questions the wondering the ache I endure, because when it comes down to it...
I'd rather have you in my life as my friend then a stranger next door.