Crippling depression

  It over takes me. Cold and alone.  Nobody understands my pain.  I try to explain yet, they don't get it.

  I'm only half the man I once was.  I've turned somewhat bitter.  This wretched disease consumes me.  Slowly it eats me up.

  Everyone thinks I'm faking.  Test upon test.  Living like this is just a chore.  Maybe it's to you study up.

  This multiple sclerosis is crippling me.
So much depression for, I  cannot do the things I once did.  It's just so depressing and nobody understands.  

  Just not loving life these last few weeks.
The physical and emotional pain consumes my daily life.  I know I must go on.  I will eventually.  
 
Walk in my shoes just one day.  Maybe then you'll know the struggles, I live every single day.