What happens will happen

Love me while you can,
Cause I wont always be around.
Ive been a real bad man,
And when I die I'm going down.

I am a monster and I made myself
Stronger with this pain Ive held.
The longer that I stay in hell,
Ill surly conquer how to fail.

I am disaster of bastard.
My girl hates me you can ask her.
I am disease I am a cancer.
I'm a question with no answer.

I'm disappointment in disguise .
I use every trick when I lie.
But I won't look you in the eyes,
Because I hate to see u cry.

Just like I hate to say good bye.
No I dont wanna leave your side.
Who's gonna keep you warm at night?
Who's gonna love your ass just right?

Do you even care about me?
Or what happens in these steets?
Seems All you want is beef.
I'm tryina chill and smoke some weed

What you say when you hate.
Is opposite of love you babe
So most time it's fuck you babe.
I guess that's almost everyday

So blessed but i forget to pray
Two steps back seems like I don't take
None forward so I'm always late
Of course cuz I procrastinate

All the screaming and the yelling
She hits me, I hit her back shes telling
911 yes he's a fellon.
Plus he's high and i think he's selling.

Just like that, I go away
You call the cops and get your way.
Now I'm locked up like what you bang.
Where you from and what's your name.