I'M

I'm trying not to cry with all this stress upon my heart
I'm broken I'm shattered and its tearing me apart
 
i'm falling down this hole and i cant seem to get a grip
i'm drowned by my demons i cant give them the slip

I'm trying so hard to pick up the pieces
I'm falling behind I'm unfolding like paper creases

I'm not a man but a immature kid trying to be a man
I'm nothing but my childhood is who i am

I'm beating I'm bruised and i feel abused
I'm a summer storm 10 fold only to release and be used

I'm trapped with no words to speak
I'm here in this world a silent freak

I'm fragile but no one listens
I'm a cup that keeps getting pissed in

I'm a glass that is full but has been emptied to many times
I'm a butterfly that wants to fly but is held down sometimes

I'm nothing but a boy that wants to be a man
I'm nothing and no ones seems to understand

I'm fragile but no one cares to read me
I'm a shattered heart broken beyond repair but no one can see

I'm the kid that wants to die but nobody takes me seriously
I'm so mad when i pull the trigger don't cry when i vanish mysteriously