I ate him and raped him

i see the blood on my wrist
the dead bodies that lay with me
i made them all fucking see

i push my fingertips into his gushy flesh
the warmth on my skin
wind blowing through my hair
no sign of life anywhere

his eyes filled with terror
i'll make him feel better
the shadows begin to talk again
I CAN'T GET THEM OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD!!!!!

" eat him.....eat him.....KILL HIM.....THEN FUCK HIM"
i don't want to do this anymore
but they won't let me give up

i move my fingers around in his stomach
pushing on slippery organs
his moans of pain are muffled into the rope
he starts to choke.....blood spilling down the rope
blood on my hands

i grab onto something thick
pull hard as he starts screaming
one by one each organ comes out
finally i hear a pop?
i look into his eyes as he sees the last of his life
the terror on his face
i kinda like seeing people this way

i bite down into his ribs
the metallic taste of his blood fills my mouth
i chew and chew until they tell me to stop
 but what now?

" FUCK HIM!!! FUCK HIM!!!"

i walk over to the tree and grab onto the rope
pulling hard asking my friends for help
the shadows......they give me a branch

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i can't believe i have to shove this up his ass
but i guess i'll like that......
nothing better than seeing blood from a new place

it's not like there are any remedies for insanity anyway.