wishes that are stuck in my head

look into my eyes and tell me what you see
are you worthy of me
just breathe i hear her say
you'll be okay

i look at my hands
what a disgrace i am
smile to those afar
no one knows who
you really are, i hear
the voices say
i hate living this way

i hate being this way
why can't someone stop the pain
am i that much of a disgrace

smile smile smile for the camera
be a big girl and pretend to be happy faster
laughter laughter fills the air don't let them
see that you're full of despair

lay in the darkroom in your fuzzy socks
knees to your chest and try not to give up,
hold your heart in your hand and soon
the sun will kiss your skin

the alarm will hurt your ears
but at least you'll know
that you're still here

sweet dreams in my dark scary room
i really hope it is i who is worthy of you

no remedies for insanity