The Last Text

I am so blessed to have ever had you in my life. I miss you every second of everyday, sometimes it hurts just to breathe. You and I have made some beautiful memories together and I will remember only those when I look back on us. I wish things were different, I wish I was the one. I hope you find happiness. I hope you're so happy you can't even sleep cause life is too exciting. I wish you nothing but beauty in your life. I'd give my beating heart just for you to hold me again. The only thing that calms me is the thought that maybe somewhere in another realm, you and I are still together. Still little kids meeting at the movies for the first time. Still playing in the snow together and staying up all night laughing when we should have been studying. Tim you are just everything to me, and I needed some time to see that, I needed some time to heal myself, and I guess I took too long. I hope your life is magical. I hope that someday when your kids ask you about your first love, you smile. Most of all I hope you don't hate me, I hope in some way you still love me, and I hope you feel that you are a better person for knowing the love we had. I miss you so immensely. I love you. But I can feel you closing me off and I just wanted to say goodbye before it's too late. I don't know what else to say because it's killing me to have to accept this reality. I love you Tim.