Rise above

Such a waste to
worry about
dumb
pointless
shit..
Don't stay permanently pessimistic
rise above you fallen angel
"Free your mind
and your ass will follow"
Take time to stay calm
keep your composure
remain observant
of your own odd ways and
what goes down
within thy mental temple
it's your own personal reality
so don't decide to drag yourself down..

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Nihilistic
Optimistic
I'm right in the fucking middle
stuck between
pessimism and gratefulness
no wiggle room
I'm sandwiched
still remaining a dreamer
the silent screamer
usual provider of problems
no sense or ability to
search for solutions
can't produce them
but I can control
what I choose to put energy into
this I know is true
and I continue to see this
 through and through
a truth not so new just never remembered or applied
 but it cannot be denied
cannot live a life of lies.