Torn

I guess I'm too selfish
Stubborn and withdrawn
I hate what I am
The way I've been torn
I've handled life wrong
Made bad mistakes
Now my tooth is too long
And everything is a for fuck sakes
I ask myself why
I tare at myself
Alone I painfully cry
What happened to my mental health
I say sorry so much
It's all that I know
Theres a better life i can almost touch
How do I get there where do I go