See you again

I saw you...and them. My heart beat out of my chest when I realized. But it couldn't be....could it? Why were you there? Your not supposed to be anywhere near there. I hid from you... Did you even notice it was me? Or am I too different now? I know they didn't see me...they would have said something. It only would have made it worse. I miss them...for a long while they were my only reason to continue on, I loved them so much. They got so big I can't believe it. The last time I saw you you were laughing in my face. You undeniably broke me, I absolutely lost myself in you. I wanted so badly for everything to work, I gave you so many chances. You were the only one I was truly faithful to, I gave you everything I absolutely could...and you gave me nothing but grief because to you I was never good enough, and I wonder even now if it was something you were missing in yourself that made you act like that. I sometimes wonder where we would be if I had stayed and continued to put up with how you treated me. I'm glad I didn't. You will forever be someone who haunts me, let's just hope you stay a ghost.