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Cut
Cuts on my wrists,
Pain in my heart,
3 cuts on my wrists,
Blood coming down on my arms,
Feeling depressed,
Feeling weak,
Feel lost,
Having suicidal thoughts,
Feeling hate in my heart & through my body,
I am against the corner dieing slowly & going insane,
What the hell is happening to me, why me,
Why am i here,
Do i deserve this,
I felt the pain & i felt the hurt,
It even hurts to see myself in the mirror,
Maybe i lived my life long enough,
I shouldn't even be here & why am i even here,
I have no heart…
I have no soul…
I have no life…
I have no family nor friends…
My spirit belongs to a world of darkness,
Suffering & feeling pain is better this way,
Being alone is what i need,
I will never understand why but i am here at the very edge & my answer is to say goodbye,
By:MsMidnightXXX
Pain in my heart,
3 cuts on my wrists,
Blood coming down on my arms,
Feeling depressed,
Feeling weak,
Feel lost,
Having suicidal thoughts,
Feeling hate in my heart & through my body,
I am against the corner dieing slowly & going insane,
What the hell is happening to me, why me,
Why am i here,
Do i deserve this,
I felt the pain & i felt the hurt,
It even hurts to see myself in the mirror,
Maybe i lived my life long enough,
I shouldn't even be here & why am i even here,
I have no heart…
I have no soul…
I have no life…
I have no family nor friends…
My spirit belongs to a world of darkness,
Suffering & feeling pain is better this way,
Being alone is what i need,
I will never understand why but i am here at the very edge & my answer is to say goodbye,
By:MsMidnightXXX
Published 13th Sep 2019
Author's Note
I had horrible past relationships & my heart was crushed to where i felt like giving up in life just because of how i was treated,
Didn't have no one to go to nor talk to but myself & i was in a dark place for awhile.
Didn't have no one to go to nor talk to but myself & i was in a dark place for awhile.
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13th Sep 2019 5:06pm
I've been there many times, in all honesty I am there now, it can be a cold place, but you are not alone, darkness may be vast but at least it is quiet, and unlike light you can hide your secrets here only revealing them to the most deserving. I thank you for your post, it was first one I saw when looking at this site and the one that made me choose to join, so thank you.
13th Sep 2019 7:41pm
This poem was hard for me to do & to be honest i did not think their was gonna be any related note to anyone else but after this,
But after this poem am glad i did it & let the pain slowly come out of my body.
#MsMidnightXXX💋
But after this poem am glad i did it & let the pain slowly come out of my body.
#MsMidnightXXX💋
13th Sep 2019 6:21pm
Your poem reminds me of the song Cassandra Gemini by The Mars Volta - "no there's no light in the darkest of your farthest reaches". You've penned something very strong and real. I hope you keep writing, that all your emotions pour on to paper and pen for the world to see. Thank you for sharing.
Welcome to DUP.
Welcome to DUP.
14th Sep 2019 6:23am
