Why

Why, oh why
Why, oh why, do I?
Why, oh why
Why, oh why, do I?

Let myself down
Leave myself open to your ridicule
Fake through a frown
Wake up feeling so miserable

My conscience has drowned
Downing shot, after shot, drinking round, after round
I’m on top,
not for long,
then I drop,
to the ground

Pray the fog
In my conscious
I’m lost in for now
just a cloud

That will pass
But my grasp
Is at half strength
I’m gasping
Drive fast
And by chance
Send my car through the dark
Pray I crash
That’s the plan