Sober, as per "so what" now?

  For LEAH...gone 13 months now.


From this point forward, there are no indicators of a
need to speak Truth within these plasterboard
walls,  here in the Cathedral of Great Mourning.
Your leaving life behind has left such a mighty
aperture in "my soul", so as to make one question
the existence of such (said soul) this terrible place of wanting.
I am so full of sorrow as to what made you take to alcohol
the way you did, while I sat in this, my stupid place,
having been a fckn drunk, (sober as you came by),
unable to touch that this was happening  here in this heaven
product of our overvalued minds.
Why?
Why's juvenile answer is the only answer..."Just because."
                                                                             Just  because,

                                                                             & that is all.
                                                                            

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