Tight rope

I pushed you, I pushed you, because you pushed me, I deserted you, deserted you, all I want is nothing

I begged you, I thanked you, for giving what I wanted, I left you, left you, because I'm suicidal

Don't need you, I need you, I'm running from the issue, the rafters, the bottle, a life of pain summed up with a noose

The anger, the hatred, the only thing that's real, it stopped me, it stopped me from the sadness that I feel.

Now I'm left with nothing, and no one because they just, push me and push me...