Subconsciously awake UNCONSCIOUSLY AWARE

My easy does it
 Done over did it again
 Rusted and busted
 Eat up with sin
 Discontent with the nonsense
 Splendidly blended to end
 My endless transcendence not yet to begin
 Ashes to ashes
 Rusting to dust
Cloaked in consequences
 Smothered in lust
 Stoked the coals fanned the flames
 Chocked down with smoke
 Swallowed the lame
 Dismembering embers float like flickers of blame
 Stifling the light
 While fueling the shame
 Unable to refrain
 From this pain I can't explain
 My heart strings strained
 My broken heart stains stained
 Chained to my brain
 Each days ending starts the same
 Deceased in peace
 All that remains
 Goes down the drain
 Contrary to my obituary
 I was crazy not insane
 Dearly departed
 We are scattered here today
 Gathered and battered
 Each one in our own way
 My whispering thoughts
 To my dismay they've gone astray
 Don't just hear these words I speak to you
 PLEASE LISTEN
 TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY
 It begins with us
 inside the light looking out
 Then we're outside in the dark looking in
 If we could see what was waiting for us inside of the the dark
 We'd think twice about it
 Then think again
 The bright light you see at the end of the tunnel
 It's not the way out
 But it's the way in
 You can look back to see
From where it all started
 BUT YOU'LL NEVER SEE IT COMING
 WHEN IT GETS YOU IN THE END